It Was 2013… Chapter 1

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Imagine a place where you can not taste or smell, anything. It is such a place that is null of color or emotion. That is where this story begins. It was a very cold day in July. Yes that’s right, July. I woke to frost on the windows and my cat was lying next to me purring. She seemed different somehow. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it but she was just different. I walked across the room into the kitchen area of my small one room apartment. The floor was icy. I wondered, “How could it be so cold in July?”, especially in Arizona. That was the day that everything as I knew it, changed forever.

Everything has gone stir crazy since last October. It has been eight months since then. Very unusual and scary months filled with uncertainty and bewilderment. I’m trying to understand it all as each day reality changes. Nothing is as it used to be. Many have passed on, at their own hands in an attempt to avoid the certain destruction and misery predicted. October came and went last year, but today July 15, 2013 I find myself wondering what’s next.

I turned on the tap to make a pot of coffee. No water. Frozen? Shut down? I paid the bill. So what’s the deal. It’s obvious that nothing will ever be the same. So much destruction. I miss Emily so much. I wish Jim wouldn’t have dragged her along with him to beat “them” at their own game. I still havent figured out who they were trying to beat but they’re gone, she’s gone, without a word to let me know if they are still alive.

I have this cat and Carol, my best friend lives down the hall. I’ll call her, see if I can use her shower and hang out with her at her place so I can figure this out. “My house is like an ice cycle Jenny”, Carol said. I don’t have any water either. I think we need to check the underground for information. You going or me?”

It Was 2013…(2nd taste)

Everything has gone stir crazy since last October. It has been eight months since then. Very unusual and scary months filled with uncertainty and bewilderment. I’m trying to understand it all as each day reality changes. Nothing is as it used to be. Many have passed on, at their own hands in an attempt to avoid the certain destruction and misery predicted. October came and went last year, but today July 15, 2013 I find myself wondering what’s next.

Just another taste of “It Was 2013

IT WAS 2013

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Imagine a place where you cannot taste or smell, anything. It is such a place that is null of color or emotion. That is where this story begins. It was a very cold day in July. Yes that’s right, July. I woke to frost on the windows and my cat was lying next to me purring. She seemed different somehow. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it but she was just different. I walked across the room into the kitchen area of my small one room apartment. The floor was icy. I wondered, “How could it be so cold in July?”, especially in Arizona. That was the day that everything as I knew it, changed forever.

MORE TO COME…

Friendship vs Family

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Thinking. Who has priority in life? Family or friends?
Yeah, I know this is not exactly everyone’s most important issue to solve but it was on my mind. Ya see, most of my friends are my family. I have friends but I can’t remember the last time I had a conversation with someone who called them self my friend. Well not one that wasn’t totally about them. Most have always been one sided. If I’m wrong and you’re offended then speak up. Otherwise my family, not all of my family, but my family are my friends. I can really count on them. I don’t go running to most of my friends and family for much but I do have a few that are my confidants. I am also available when they need a friend. I know I can really count on my sons as well and a few others who know who they are. I appreciate my friendship with those special family members in my life.

Who cares? Do you know?

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I’ve heard it a lot from a few lately and many through the years. I have said the words myself and well never really got an answer. Who really expects an answer?

It’s time to take a good look back, you know, reflect on our past. Past can even be yesterday or this morning, not just the years that you have put behind you but those recently that have been significant in your life.

Of course some of us don’t enjoy going down memory lane. Fine. Don’t, I’m just talking about reflecting on the individuals that have been supportive and devoted friends. I think maybe even think if we have been equally there for our closest most significant buds.

We call a lot of people our friends, even a few or just one our best friend, when it’s convenient.

So who is REAL and who is just a person you happen to know?

Pictures – always clicking away

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I haven’t been very active with taking pictures lately, even of the kids. A snap here and a snap there but I just haven’t felt inspired to go out and catch the world on my little memory card and into my computer. But today I feel like sharing some so that’s what I’m going to do.

I don’t know why the pictures end up all distorted and shrunk down. I’m new at this and I guess I need some practice or wordpress 101

Relationship trouble hunter

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This is dedicated to all those individuals out there always picking through there “loved” ones things trying to find something, anything to prove that something is not right? The “picked on”, in the “picker’s” perspective, is a cheater, liar, and anything else you want to throw in the mix.
So when you’re looking through the wallet or purse of the “picked on” what are you looking for? How about when you’re going through the phone records checking to see who they’ve been talking to or texting? Again, I ask what are you looking for?
So when your “picked on” finely gets tired of the “picker” picking and just goes right on ahead and gives them something to find. What are you going to do then? Pickers, what are you going to do when you find what you’re looking for? Will it be worth the search?

New baby, happiness – unless the baby blues kick in.

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The baby isn’t causing the blues in the first place. It is commenly known as the baby blues or now is refered to Post Pardom Depression. It has to do with the hormones and chemicals in a womans brain and body up to a year after giving birth. Also it is considered a clinical issue that should be addressed by a medical professional.
If you know some one that has the baby blues, you might want to be encouraging and give that person a little help. Give them space to pull their selves together and to attend any appointments related to resolving the depression.

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